Hello gorgeous.

Hmmm.

I’m sorry I can’t be with you guys starting today. BUT one thing that I can promise is that I’ll be back. I don’t know when, I don’t know how, but I’m sure… I’ll be back.

I just can’t handle it anymore. I’m currently suffering from a long term relationship breakup. I don’t know if we’ll be able to fix it. BUT I’M STILL HOPING. I STILL HAVE STRONG FAITH. This is my longest and the most serious. The most committed. The most intimate. The greatest relationship I ever had. If you know me personally, you know how much I love him.

I’m so mad, I’m so sad and everyday felt like dying.

Bumaba pa lang ako ng bahay andito na siya. Lumabas ako andun siya. Oo, 21 months pa lang kami pero, napakarami nang nangyari sa 21 months na yun. At hindi ganun kadaling kalimutan kung lahat ng sulok ng buhay mo andun siya. Hindi ko na alam kung pano pa ko ngayon, basta ang alam ko kailangan ko alagaan parin ang sarili ko. Para kung may chance pa para saming dalawa andito parin ako at maayos.

Thank you for understanding. You can go and label me a drama queen if you want. I just can’t do this now. I can’t think of anything right. I can’t see the beauty anymore. Kahit sa mga gamit walang nakakapag patibok ng puso ko ngayon dahil bugbog na siya at almost dying. Korny, pero totoo.

We’ll talk again gorgeous! I promise, I’ll be a lot better person when that happend. And wish me the best of luck for my future endeavors. </3